90 Day Go Hard (THE REFLECTION) Part 2 ( LA Story)

Here are the list of possibilities I made. Let me state, if I didn't that the reason I made this list is because I was losing faith in my Husband and I panicked. I thought to myself, "omg I messed up again, I don't need this i'm out!" I now know this was more PTSD than myself talking because I didn't even give the man a chance. This was the first time we even had a "real" problem together. N-E-ways here's Jodie's panic list.

WWOOF I found this organization called Worldwide Opportunities on Organic Farms. In short it's a program you can join and go away for N-E-where from a week to a year around the world volunteering 2 help people on their farm. It's basically free, the host pays for your room & board it's an exchange for your work.
I found out that California has a lot of shared housing as well that I could afford on my own & I could focus 100% on going back 2 school & finishing my degree or going back to bartending school. (I mean not that I'm really into the shared housing thing but I figured I would just do that until I could do better.)
I even applied to the Peace Corps. I was accepted to go to Botswana Africa August 2023, that was wild.

In week 8 nothing much happened just working & thinking. In week 9 hubby went back to work (nope we not even about to talk about it). In week 10 I started working with the Peace Corps recruiter. Things were rough. I was mentally drained because it was hard to form a solid plan. I knew jumping from state to state wasn't going to be easy but damn. I was left feeling very lethargic in the end. Because the plan was inconsistent we ended up having to move out of the room we were in into the garage. More on that in the conclusion, cuz it got crazy!

I used to make scrap books to keep up with my life, because I didn't want 2 forget anything lol imagine that!

-Photo by, Jodie Spartz

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