Journaling the 90 day Go Hard workout Wk 5 ( LA Story)

In week five I ended up going back to work... The two weeks we spent on the beach selling art was really fun but nothing happened that made going back to work not an option. I was expecting it to go better than it did. I'm not exactly sure why it didn't. I couldn't immediately get back on schedule but they were nice enough to put me on call and I ended up working three days. Here's the kicker tho because I didn't go to work for two weeks by 8/25/22 which would have been my payday I had zero, hubby had zero too!

To be honest it was because he wasn't hustling everyday or as hard as he said he was. He has this habit of talking harder than his actions and it's annoying. Anyway everyone was happy to see me and I was happy to be back. Once again work had become the most peaceful place for my mind. The thing I like about my new job verses old career is the fact that, it's not burning me out like mental health did. I also get to wear a uniform! Yes that excites me because it's so refreshing not to have to figure out what to wear everyday. There's no pressure as to what people will think about your outfit or just plain ole having to decide.

I can just clock in and out no sweat, no talking about peoples problems, no taking people's problems home, no debrief meetings about other people that just can't seem to get their shit together. No more having to use all my mental energy to carry someone else. My God in social services you really have to create a work life balance. That's why self care is so important. These days I just go to work and go about my business, it's really refreshing.

All in all it's like i'm on a train and I have absolutely no Idea where it's going. I'm not worried about it but I would like to know that there's some type of contingency plan if the train crashes. I clearly don't expect it to but... I mean come on there's a fire drill once a month at school's & most places of employment. There's barely ever a fire. I went to school for twelve years & did all those fire drills and never experienced one fire. I never even expected one to happen, but I still had to participate & just because I participated didn't mean I was worried.

Thus ends week 5 on to week 6 the journey continues...

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