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Who Me? #1

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By Jodie Spartz

 

Who Me?

I am... Strong, Kind, Love, Balance, Wise, Resourceful, Beautiful
I want... Happiness, a strong marriage, a manageable life, to rid myself of anxiety
I have... A strong body & mind, a loving husband & successful son, the will to keep going & get what I want out of life
I wish... I didn't make so many mistakes in the past
I hate... The fact that there's anything to hate
I fear... I may never get to know my daughters for fear of getting to know my daughters
I hear... My inner most thoughts
I search... For answers I don't think I'll ever find
I wonder... Why I chose the path I did that time
I regret... Not being stronger for my children
I love... Myself, My children, my husband & my Infinite spirit
I ache... For my family it kills me everyday
I am not... A Bitch!!! A liar, chaotic, broke, poor, or miserable
I dance... To give thanks to my Infinite spirit, to relieve the stresses of my life
I sing... With others in harmony, or alone, unless I'm on the karaoke microphone!
I never... Thought I'd be looking at my life from this angle, It's great, just not what I expected
I rarely... Tell a lie these days
I cry... When I remember too deep
I am not always... Calm, sometimes my anxiety takes over. I have better control because nobody can tell.
I lose... My mind when I get stuck in my head
I'm confused... Most of the time about how "LIFE" "ACTUALLY" works
I need... Marijuana
I should... Figure out how to have residual income
I dream... About many things, some harsh, some funny, some beautiful

What about you?


- Jodie Spartz
Photography by: aquaticlifeform89

I have written and published 3 books, check them out here: https://www.lulu.com/search?sortBy=RELEVANCE&page=1&q=Jodie+Spartz&pageSize=10&adult_audience_rating=00







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