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Wondering

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By Jodie Spartz

 

You Gotta wonder, you gotta ask yourself,

is it worth succeeding or going under?

You gotta wonder, you gotta ask yourself,

what's so special about being me?

I gotta wonder, I gotta know,

is this how you live life, blow by blow?

It took me a while to wake up and see there has to be a point to just being me.

I often wonder how my story will end

my son, ya know he just turned 10.

A man i'm raising, my son to the bone

I wish my grand-mom and others would just leave me alone!

I have some dark secrets, yeah I have a past

Sometimes I just think of old things and laugh.

As you see I have a back story

I don't know about you, my story honey, yes it's all true!

Jodie Spartz



-Original Stone Carving by, Rebelucien
 

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  1. JillMay 15, 2022 at 8:27 PM

    I find myself wondering about a lot of things in my life glad to see i'm not alone.

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