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My Pain

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By Jodie Spartz

 



My pain has been my refuge for so so many years.

The majority of my life is full of crazy tears,

today I cry tears I didn't even know I had.

The entirety of my life thus far, my story is so sad,

It makes me shake my head a lot.

I have a habit of putting myself on the spot.

My pain has been my refuge for sooooo many years,

I've cried and I've cried so many tears. 

I'll let yo in, I let you know that I'm truly afraid to let it go.

Does that mean I forget? Does that mean I don't care?

This is reality as real as it gets, Smh

My life so far has truly been the pits.

So let me put this pen down, and don't you cry for me

The creator gives grace, mercy & blessings so there's still hope you see!

Jodie Spartz

2/6/2013 Date written 

-photo taken by, Rebelucien

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  1. JillMay 15, 2022 at 6:34 PM

    I totally understand pain being a refuge. I also can say that letting go is hard but it has to be done

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